Flying Solo: October 2010

Friday, October 8, 2010

So... Been super long since I last blogged. And since then, so many things have happened. For example, our dear Mrs Lee Kuan Yew has passed on at the age of 89. God bless you. And may you R.I.P. Ok boring news. How about... I am actually blogging using my iPhone 4? SOUNDS AWESOME RIGHT?!?! Bah. No big deal.

My new toy's named Penelope anyways. Pretty name for a pretty phone huh! I know... She's black with a pink RIBBED casing. Something like a rectangle ribbed condom, thanks to Shawnrick. To me, I just find the ribbed effect cool cos' it makes me grip my phone tighter and when it vibrates, it won't fall off my lap. I just made it worse didn't I?

Hahaha! Oh wells. ITS A RIBBED CASING, HOW ELSE CAN IT LOOK LIKE?!
I can't believe I just typed about condoms and vibrators right after Mrs Lee's name is mentioned. I'm gonna be charged.

So life hasn't been as easy as I thought it's gonna be for me. I bet everyone feels that way once in a while, in one way or another. I have trouble balancing my time with work, assignments etc. Much less spend time with my family and friends. I feel so guilty for lying to JT and Trevor that I'm on mc and that I wouldn't be able to catch up with them. When in actual fact, I was working. I do miss them, but I just can't leave my work and assignments hanging there, you know. :(
Sucks to be me doesn't it.

So right now, I'm just sitting around in my shop blogging when I'm not supposed to. I'm all alon today! And I can't get out there for a stick or two. Ok so I guess I should stop all the mundane stuffs. You know, I actually wondered, if i do get old and senile one day, and I don't even remember what my race is (I already am racially confused to start with), if I ever read my blog again, would I smile and say this bitch is boring as fuck. She should get shot! Hahaha!

Me, a cat, a rocking chair and probably a cigarette. CAN'T WAIT TO GET OLD!
Alright. I got myself a boyfriend. :)

And like hell, do I love this boy. Although he's really weird, he claims he's a fish, he thinks I'm Carey Muligan, he loves the way I dress, he doesn't drink nor smokes, he don't enjoy being in the company of people who do the latter, he's so freaking skinny he looks better in skinnies than I do, and he doesn't eat which makes him more alien.

But reason why I love him so much is because he makes me feel 10 times more awesome than I already am. HAHA! Pam you arrogant bitch.

And to me, being weird is normal for me. Cos I'm not that much of a normal human being either. And I so think we look so awesome together. DAMN. Haha! If he's ever gonna read this, I bet he'd be freaked out TTM.

So recently, he sent me this extremely long, cheesy and mushy message on facebook that made me wanna just throw my laptop in his face to show my love for him. I wanna copy and paste every single word he said here, but I guess that's gonna make him super shy. DAHHH... Haha!

Many say that it's just the honeymoon period we are experiencing right now and though we both know it very well, we really are trying to enjoy while we can and then just fight another day. I don't wish to fight though. Enough from my previous relationship and enough for Iryan's part too. He's too nice to pick a fight with. The only fight I could have with him would be about how different or similar Jake Gyllenhal and Jared Leto look. At least for now.

We've been together for more than a month now, and I think we're doing totally fine. We've got our own space, own friends, own lives, and we try not to control too much of each other. Although I must say I really can't get enough of him. :D

Everytime we talked about the first time we met, we'd just smile like complete fools about how foolish we were. And he actually asked me out was completely epic! Something I would only forget if I get senile.

I guess I'm so lucky to have him. Felt like it was heaven sent, really. But I still think I am too rotten for him. Afterall... Yea. But I still love him nevertheless. :)
And I'm pretty sure he feels the same for me too!

Going for a photoshoot with him on Monday, and I guess I'm gonna kiss him till his face rots cos I really miss him this much!

I LOVE YOU YAN! [>((((('> •••