You know everything that I'm afraid of You do everything i wish i did Everybody wants you, everybody loves you
I know i should tell you how i fell I wish everyone would disappear Every time time you call me, I'm too scared to be me And I'm too shy to say
Ooh, I got a crush on you I hope you feel the way that i do I get a rush When I'm with you Ooh, I've got a crush on you A crush on you
You know, I'm the one that you can talk to And sometimes you tell me thing that i don't want to know I just want to hold you And you say exactly how you feel about her And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way
Ooh, I got a crush on you I hope you feel the way that i do I get a rush When I'm with you Ooh, I've got a crush on you A crush on you
Ooh, I wish i could tell somebody But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows I've got a crush on you A crush on you, I got a crush
You say everything that no one says But i feel everything that you're afraid to feel I will always want you, I will always love you I've got a crush...
I'm in love
I really am. This warm fuzzy wuzzy feeling that I'm having. It just makes me so nausea, in a good way I guess. I don't find myself thinking of people often. I think of things that I shouldn't worry about. But these days, my head's just filled with crazy little things that just made me laugh by myself. And I feel so stupid, but who cares. I'm in love. And whenever I feel stupid, I'd just call him and laugh it out. Though he probably thinks I'm crazy. Haha!
Hell yeah, I'm crazy. Crazy in love!
I know I shouldn't tell anyone about it, because its supposed to be a crush, and crushes are meant to be secret. Yet I've been telling at least 1 person everyday. And I guess the whole world knows that now. I just think its such a lovely thing to just share whatever happiness I'm having now.
Its been soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo long since I last felt this way. Waking up every dreadful morning, yet realizing that I won't get bored with the calls and SMSes I'll be receiving. Being in love is so healthy. It made me laugh more, made me smile more, and just love and appreciate everything around me. :)
So many things I wanna say, but I just don't know how. I just wanna tell the whole world, I'M IN LOVE AR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It feels like the whole city's in love when I'm in love.
Though no commitments will be involved :(, but I'm pretty confident that things will still turn out right (or so I hope). Then again, so many factors I've got to think about. Sometimes, I just wished I had all the freedom in the world, make my own decisions and I could totally ignore my parent's acknowledgement.
Ironically, without my parents, I doubt I had no love either. I love you daddy and mummy. (:
I'm so psychotically in love right now, I look forward to SMSes everyday. Even though they mean nothing. :)
I'm so sickeningly in love right now, I just wanna meet him every single day and get sick of his face so bad that I would use a fish to slap him.
I'm so disgustingly in love right now, I listen to bubblegum pop every single day so that I could jump while I walk in the carpark.
I'm so obsessively in love right now, I freaking stalk him on his Facebook every morning, even though it means being late for work.
I'm so scaryly in love right now, I wanna show him how I look without make-up and wonder if it will freak him out.
I'm so freakingly in love right now, I enjoy talking to him so much even it means awkward silences, and not having enough sleep.
I'm so irritatingly in love right now, I hope he reads this and I hope this scares the hell out of him, and he'll call me and say he's freaked out. At least he calls. :D
#1 I love this song. Its the kind I wanna listen to at Starbucks, drink my frappe and look at people.
#2 I love this tribute to Flash Dance though I didn't catch that movie.
#3 I adore J.lo's hair. It gives me a 95% motivation and patience to keep my hair long, and perm it this way.
#4 I love her outfits in this MV. Especially that long sleeved oversized top. Love it.
#5 That dog's just adorable.
#6 She's fucking sexy.
#7 The dance was awesome.
Just got back about 30 minutes ago from work. Had dinper (dinner + supper) with Jane at Waraku. Thank you Jane for the wonderful treat. Its gonna be my turn next month, and you just watch out and make sure you order the amount we ordered today. :D
Wanted to watch Saw 6 with Iryan over the webcam, but he was sick, so cancelled the plan. Well, I'd rather he go to sleep. Totally sucks to be sick.
I've been having a seasonal fever for the last couple of weeks and I was feeling so horrible. And it seems like my runny nose's staying for the long run. And the mucus has been turning from yellow to green. Its just gross. I don't understand how these disgusting salty goo can actually accumulate in my not so small, but surely not such big nose. Its amazing how the human body works, isn't it? God must have spent a lot of time on everyone.
Then again, if technology could be so advanced now, I won't be suprised how the upstairs work. They probably have a factory that creates souls to be sent to this Earth... And those special souls get an extra little touch from God. While the normal ones like, factory-made. HAHAHA!
I am extremely bored.
Work has been a drag. I've been getting scoldings by Cynthia. And this time, I really mean it. She raised her voice at me, while I was concentrating to write notes in my book. Only God knows what I was scribbling nervously when she shouted at me. I was sooooooo... I don't know.
My mind was in a blank, and all I wanted to do was get out of the car there and then to smoke and clear my head which was already a blank. What the hell.
Today's work was pretty fun though. Was cleaning the top of the shelves in the shop, using a feather duster. And its quite amusing how I can see those hoards of dust floating around underneath the spotlights. They looked adorable. Only for a while though, cos my eyes were itching non-stop almost the next minute.
So a couple of days back, I went to Arena with Mira and Farah. Didn't drink at all because the girls claim that they wouldn't be able to fast for I don't know how many days. So I respect that. We had only red bull and coke for that night. And it was so funny how the Pinoy boys tried to hook us up.
And there was this black dude performer... I can melt. And when the party ended, and the girls and I were hanging around outside, he came up and talked to us (I know its part of his job to bring us back to the club next week). OH MY GOD. I had to contain the excitement in my heart, and when he left, I burst. HE WAS SO ADORABLE! AND THE DIMPLES! ARHHH! He was like a tall Pharrel Williams, and that is, super fucking good looking.
The pretty ladies with the little bit of tummy.
And the awesome ladies behind the tummies. :D
School hasn't been kind to me either. I hardly have any idea what my lecturer is talking about. And I'm lost in the world of adults and social-theory. And all I do in class is scribble names and cats all over my lecture notes. LOL!
And I know it spells trouble when I start writing names which aren't mine on my notes. Something I haven't done since secondary school.
She clings to me like cellophane Fake plastic submarine Slowly driving me insane But now that's over
So what if the sex was great Just a temporary escape Anorther thing I grew to hate But now that's over
Why you always kick me when I'm high Knowck me down til we see eye to eye Figured her out I know she May not be Miss Right but she'll do right now
I used to hang on every word Each lie was more absurd Kept me so insecure But now that's over
She taught me how to trust And to believe in us And then she taught me how to cuss....That bitch! It's over
You know, I used to be such a nice boy
She clings to me like cellophane Fake plastic submarine Slowly driving me insane But now that's over
Why you always kick me when I'm high Knowck me down till we see eye to eye Figured her out I know she May not be Miss Right but she'll do right now
I LOVE THIS SONG ARRR! Now you know why I'm usually awake at this time. Everytime I come home from work, I free myself from all the bossa-nova at work and come home listening to rock songs and R&B. And half the time, I find myself singing till I don't wanna sleep. I just keep next-ing the songs till I hear something that I like and I'll just keep singing. And the process just repeats itself till I'm seriously drained. :D
Your name's like so all over my books. I'm a freaking stalker! >:D
AIRPLANES B.O.B FEAT. HAYLEY WILLIAMS & EMINEM [B.O.B PRESENTS: THE ADVENTURES OF BOBBY RAY]
