Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Post 101

SUMMER LOVE
JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE

[FUTURESEX/LOVESOUNDS]

I'm living the life for myself. No point thinking back about what happened in the past. Nothing's going to change it. But I'm going to change my future. And the numbers on my weighing machine and my bank.

Yoga and a carbo free diet. That's what I need. And heck, I will avoid perspiration as much as possible.

Lots of IPL treatments for my face, and supplements too.

Then I shall get my bags and shoes and clothes.

Boys, can wait.

SUMMER LOVE
JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE

[FUTURESEX/LOVESOUNDS]

Friday, December 11, 2009

Drunk

For fuck's sake, I'm fucking drunk baby.

Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Bold what you done

I’m loud.
I’m obnoxious.
I’m sarcastic.
I’m cocky.
I cry easily.
I have a bad temper.
For the most part, I don’t like people.
I’m easy to get along with.
I like to fight.
I have more enemies than friends.
I’ve smoked.

I’ve smoked weed.
I drink coffee.
I clean my room daily.

My Appearance
I’m shorter than 5’5.
I wear makeup.
I wear a piece of jewelery at all times.
I wear contacts.
I wear glasses.
I’ve had braces.
I have braces.
I change my hair color often.
I straighten my hair often.
My ears are pierced.

I have small feet.

Relationships
I’m in a relationship now.
I’m single.
I’m crushin’.
I’ve missed an ex before.
I’m always scared of being hurt.

An ex has physically abused me at least once.
I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.
I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.
I’ve been in love more than two times.

I believe in love at first sight.
I believe lust is more important than love.

Friendships
I have a best friend.
I have at least ten friends.
I’ve gotten a phone call in the last 48 hours from a friend.
I’ve beaten up a friend.
I’ve been in a serious fight with a friend.
I can trust at least five people with my life.


Experiences
I’ve been on a plane.
I’ve been on a train.
I’ve left the state/province.
Someone close to me has died.
I’ve taken a taxi.
I’ve taken a city bus.
I’ve taken a school bus.

I’ve gone bungee jumping.
I’ve made a speech.
I’ve been in some sort of club.
I’ve won an award.

I’ve spent 24 hours on the computer straight.
I’ve been in a physical fight.

Music
I listen to country.
I listen to pop.
I listen to techno.
I listen to rock.
I’m one of those people who play songs repeatedly until I hate it.

I hate the radio.
I download music.
I buy CD’s.


Television
I spend at least six hours a day watching television.
I watch soap operas daily.
I’m in love with Days Of Our Lives.
I’ve seen and like The OC.
I’ve seen and like One Tree Hill.
I’ve seen and like America’s Next Top Model.
I’ve seen and like Popular.
I’ve seen and like House.
I’ve seen and like 24.
I’ve seen and like CSI.
I’ve seen and like Everwood.

Family Life
I get along with both of my parents.
My biological parents are still together.
I have at least one brother.

I have at least one sister.
I have at least one step brother/sister.
I have at least one half brother/sister.
I’ve been kicked out of the house.
I’ve ran away from my home.
I’ve sworn at my parents.
I’ve made my parents cry.
I’ve lied to my parents.
I’ve lied to my parents about where I am.
I’ve lied to my parents about what I’m doing.
I’ve lied to my parents so I’d be allowed out.

I’ve walked out when I’ve been grounded.

Hair
I’ve cut my hair in the past year.
I’ve dyed my hair in the past year.
I’ve been blonde.
I’ve had black.
I’ve been red.
I’ve been light brown.
I’ve been medium brown.
I’ve been brown.
I’ve had streaks.

I’ve had purple/pink.
I’ve been blue/green.
I’ve gotten my hair thinned.
I use conditioner.
I’ve used silk therapy.
I’ve used hot oil treatments.
I’ve curled my hair.
I’ve straightened my hair.
I’ve ironed my hair.
I’ve braided my hair.
I’ve had/want dreadlocks.

School
I’ve thrown something at a teacher.
I’ve yelled at a teacher.

I’ve been suspended.
I’ve had an in-school suspension.
I’ve been sent to the principal’s office.
I’ve walked out of class.

I’ve skipped an entire day of school.
I’ve skipped a whole month of one certain class.
I’ve failed a test.
I’ve cheated on a test.
I’ve helped someone else cheat on a test.

I’ve failed Art.
I’ve failed P.E.
I’ve failed Math.
I’ve failed Science.

I’ve failed another class.
A teacher has called my parents.
I’ve been caught skipping.
I’ve been on the honor roll.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

Batman Forever

SHE GOT IT
T-PAIN FEAT. T.I.

[EPIPHANY]


I watched Batman Forever today. Heehee! What the fuck. I've never in my life supported the heehee laughter, and here I am using it now.

I'm so fucking bored. And I love Jim Carrey's performance in Batman Forever. He's one lunatic I don't mind bonking around with.

I hate my Malaysian colleague. And she's in yellow too today. What a banana.

WHAT IF
BABYFACE

[FACE 2 FACE]

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

10 Things I Hate About You

YOUNG FOREVER
JAY-Z FEAT. MR HUDSON

[THE BLUEPRINT 3]



I hate the way you talk to me,
and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around,
and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,
not even close;
not even a little bit;
not even at all.


I love this 1999 movie. I wasn't expecting it to be this cute. And least did I expect myself to fall deeply in love with a dead man, Heath Ledger. Seriously, he looked so delicious when he was younger that I could dip him chocolate, plant cherries on him, and just eat him in a single bite. OOHMF!


And sadly, he died at an extremely young age of 28. God bless this pretty boy. :)

Talking about pretty boy, I so dig the way he got totally pissed Cameron doubted his ability in being a pretty boy in 10 Things I Hate About You. Hahahaha! His complexion is completely flawless and I love his jawline. Freaking wow. And the body. WOW WOW. Though its extremely obit, I think he made tight shirt and tight jeans look so hot. Like I said, I could totally lick him, eat him, spit him out and eat him again. Ok that last part was gross.


So what I really love about this movie is all the kisses that Heath Ledger gave to Julia Stiles. Seriously, his sudden kisses are uncountable. But I so-so felt for her when Heath initially rejected her kiss. Oh my god. I feel so embaressed for her, as if I was in that situation before. Maybe I had been in that situation before. When I was young and stupid gosh... Hell, I'm still young and stupid. :)

And the part where they kissed extremely passionately on a pile of haystack in the public at this Paintball carnival or something, with their dirty white 'paintball protective costume'. AWWWW! When you're all green, blue, yellow, red, pink, orange and disgusting... All you need is a kiss!

Man. I so can't wait to go home now, kick off my shoes, remove my contact lenses, take a bath, put on my big big shirt and panties, put on my hairband, put on my specs, remove the paint on my toe nails, dig my nose and sit in front of the TV. Wah, song ar.

So many things happened during the past week. I got extremely drunk and wasted and embaressed last Thursday night. And last Thursday, I failed the interview too. But I'm going to try it again next Saturday, nevertheless. I will not give up until they me in my face how short I am that I'm so unable to make it.

So Thursday night, I met Jas and Yan for coffee, and thanks to Jas who suggested drinking. I got horribly drunk. Yes, I puked and everything. My goodness... I even threw away my _____! HAHAHAHA! Thank god my menses didnt leak more than it was supposed to. My god...! When I got home, I was completely aghast with my actions. Like oh my god...

Thank goodness my friends still contact me. I thought they'd dump me after what happened. For a couple of days after which, I couldn't really sleep. I hate the after effect of getting drunk. You'd keep thinking over and over about what you've done. And oh my god. It gets so embaressing that you wish you could just dig a hole and hide in there for the rest of your life, and make your existence disappear from the face of this Earth.

And then on Friday night, JT and I decided to celebrate Trevor's birthday earlier, since our darling will be in camp on his birthday, which is tomorrow, 2nd December.

Went to catch Happy Flight, after our dinner at Billy Bomber's. Wah... If there's one food that I'm forced to eat for the rest of my life every single day, I pray for it to be Billy Bomber's milkshake. Provided I don't gain any weight that is. ITS JUST AWESOME. Before that, we were playing mahjong at my place, and having sashimi buffet for lunch. Arh... Fat fat day for me.

I've been growing horizontal too. Arhhh...

Yesterday was a fruitful day out with Hamdi. Though I brought home nothing for myself. But I don't know why, I'd always feel satisfied whenever I get something Hamdi likes. It isn't the same for other guys though. I bought him this blue checkered Pull 'N' Bear jacket that he's been thinking of for days. Hahaha! Glad that he likes it. And on the way, while shopping for his stuffs, I found myself thinking about this red knitted cardigen from Pull 'N' Bear. And I've been thinking about it non-stop... Together with this dress-top I saw at my auntie's shop... And this navy blue blazer like jacket I saw at Beauty World... Damn. My pay for this month is going to be so busted.

And I've got to get X'mas presents for my friends too... Goodness. And my cards are all half-written. Oh wells. Pam Pam, there're plenty of things waiting for you to do. Please don't sit in front of the TV and dig your nose all day. :)

Oh! I got myself a new job at NHG too, as an executive. YAY! I don't know when I'll be leaving my current company though, but surely after I get my pay. :D
Got to discuss this with mummy first I guess.

CELEBRATION
MADONNA

[CELEBRATION]