Flying Solo

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

... & I'm out here livin' a lie

LIVIN' A LIE
THE DREAM FEAT. RIHANNA
[LOVE HATE]

Yesterday was a wet and sad day for me. Alright, it wasn't exactly sad, but there were sad parts. As mentioned earlier in my previous posts, I had this major fight with Syaza about Hamdi. My relationship with him soured further and he didn't want to meet me, at all.

He actually had FYP till 330PM, and he had to meet his mom to shop for some furnitures at 4PM. Yet I wanted to meet him to go to town to collect my handphone. He rejected me coldly. The SMS was like a complete shot in the heart. So I decided to pen down my thoughts and go down to Admiralty Park where he was having his FYP instead. I was thinking of just leaving the letter inside his bike's basket, and just hiding/stalking him from a corner as I see his reaction from the letter.

Yet he has spotted me from afar. Great suprise for a suprise. He was sitting in the rain with Aidil. So instead of leaving the letter at his bike, he came to collect it from me instead. And after the letter, he just hugged me. (:

The whole time, I was crying like a baby when I told myself not to. Eventually, he went back for his FYP after spendning half an hour with me. And I had to go down to Wisma Atria to collect my handphone. Went to The Cathay Gramaphone to catch up with Mira too, before going to Vol.ta to get a white basic tee for Hamdi. Headed home later. I was feeling pretty upset actually, until he called to ask me where I was. Oh wells, I couldn't ask for more, can I? We just... Got better. (:

Webcam-ed last night before going to sleep at 11PM. I think I should sleep at 11PM more often. Cos' when I woke up this morning, I thought my skin got a little better. :D

Got woken up this morning by Hamdi's phone call. Only to realize that he's been hanging around my estate for about 15 minutes. Then I remembered that I actually invited him over to my place today to check out some stuffs. But my brother was at home, so he couldn't come up.

So I ended up having a hurried bath and meeting him later down my block. Went off to have Seoul's Garden at Downtown East, and I seriously ate so much that I felt I was going to burst. I don't really like the service at Seoul's Garden though. You would have to order the ala-carte dishes via the computer, a little bit like Sakae Sushi. and the waiter/ess will serve it to you.

Well, I don't like that whole concept. I mean, part of the joy of having a buffet is to pick your own food isn't it? So yea. I don't like the outlet at Downtown East. Or are all Seoul Garden outlets serving this way now?

Caught The Last House On the Left after that, and the movie was nice. Our movie was pretty nice too, eh Hamdi? :P


Its a pretty much gory movie. Hamdi gives it 4 stars, but I'm giving it 3.5 stars. Maybe if we had concentrated more during the beginning part of the movie, I would've given it 5 stars. The gore came during the middle part of the show. It was a husband and wife murder kind of movie. And I loved the character-twisting plot. What seemed like a nice family turned out to be murderers and those who were rapists and murderers were the victims eventually. Nice. :D

After which, Hamdi fetched me home and went off for BE. I told him to call me when he reached school, but he has yet to call me. And now its already 748PM. He said he wanted to be home before 8PM to catch Singapore Idol. But I think he's probably going to catch Amazing Race at BE instead. Haha.

After having a nice chat with my mom, Mira and JT, I think I'll have to refrain myself from calling Hamdi. And let him call me instead. Freedom is what I say I'll give him anyways. (:

I cannot ask him irritating questions. And I must abide to my own rules, and that is to stop asking him things that I already know, and I don't wish to find out. Just believe that he loves me, and one day he will ask me to be his girlfriend again. Yea...

It has got to be this way.


Was checking emails when I saw this mail. And I couldn't help laughing. Hahahaha.

HUMAN NATURE
MADONNA
[BEDTIME STORIES]

by pammie! at 6:31 PM |